Happy Idul Fitri 1430 H

It is always hard.
For the past two years, just the thought of Ramadan was coming, would instantly melt me, thinking of you're not here with us anymore to celebrate the Hari Raya Idul Fitri.
I wonder when will I ever get this feeling go away, but then would that means I finally managed to forget you ? I don't think I would want that either.



People might think that I (or Mama or Kandar) am too sentimental about you. But perhaps that's because they've never ever felt of losing someone whom so very close to them, or perhaps, they're just stronger that I am.

I am thinking of you, always, in every breath I take, see you in every corner and dreams, feeling you close to me as if you were just miles away from us, not really gone forever. But what I am missing so much of you is to hear you calling out my name, to hear you laughing and tell stories, to feel your warm hand caressing my head.
Prayers after prayers I wish for you, and yet I still feel I haven't prayed so much for you.
How I miss you Pa ...

May Allah always Showered you with countless blessings and forgive every mistake you did.

As for me, God has given me so much blessings already this year, and I am happy that I could share those blessings with some people whom needed it most. I am very grateful of what I got, families and friends who were always there to help us. Thank you for those who's been always remembered and helped us, and for sticking up with us after all these years without expecting something in return. May God blessed them all. Amien ..

Idul Fitri 2008

Hmm ... hari pertama masuk kerja, kantor masih sepiiii bangett, mungkin masih pada dikampung halaman, atau masih cape dari pulang mudik.

Jadi ngantuk ...

Hingga tahun lalu, saat takbir dikumandangkan dimana-mana, suara itu terdengar begitu indahnya, penuh dengan rasa suka cita.

Tahun ini terasa lain, karena tanpa Bapak ...

Takbir itu jadi terasa menyakitkan Pa, menyayat hati. Seandainya ... seandainya .. ya Allah ... tapi tak ada yang berdaya untuk melawan kuasaMu.

"Ogut rindu banget deh sama bondeng", itu yang kadang kita berdua ucapkan.
Saya kangeeennn banget sama Bapak, semoga Allah selalu memberikan rahmatNya kepada Bapak. Amien ...

Telaaaat posting ! :-D

Hari lebaran kemarin (13.10.2007). Sholat Id dong....
Tadinya sempat niat mau sholat Id di Masjid At-Tin di Taman Mini, tapi kejauhan, jadi batal dehh. Akhirnya kita semua pergi sholat Id dilapangan dekat rumah.

Minal aidin wal faidzin, mohon maaf lahir bathin yaa.

Saat Ramadhan Tiba

Alhamdulillah ...... bisa ngerasain dan ngejalanin puasa lagi, lebih rajin ibadah (soalnya kemarin kemarin tuh payah banget hehe ...), belajar mengendalikan emosi lagi, belajar sabar dan lain lain dehh !

Tapi ada juga sih sebelnya kalo bulan puasa. Sebelnya tuh musim petasan ! Idiihh.... apalagi kalo weekend, pas di rumah, mo tidur siang, mo nyantai, ehh.....anak-anak pada main petasan gitu, mo marah takut batal, tapi kan sewot juga. Sebel :-(

Tapi segala sesuatunya harus di syukurin dan diambil hikmahnya aja (katanya...).

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih indah dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya.
Amien.